I feel like drowning in an ocean of heartache,

So, it`s 20. Their day. I saw them. [Insert Name Here] gave her a cake, & Girl gave [Insert Name Here] some cheap folder with a doodle. DOODLE ONLY? But I don`t think [Insert Name Here] loves her. GAAAAH. Love sucks. Anyway, I saw them hug :) :) :). OUCH. But whatever. Cause [Insert Name Here] loves asking about me to my sister, [Insert Name Here]`s friends push her to me & everytime [Insert Name Here] hears my name [Insert Name Here] looks. IT MEANS SOMETHING!!!!! WTF, WISH THEY NEVER EVER MET EACH OTHER.